bad girl ~

I'm the worst !!!!
I have 4 online classes which I haven't read about yet it's been a week already managed to do one of the quiz orientation thingies... I'm still waiting for my book order to be ready to pick up~ sigh sigh so freacking expensive I'm glad one of the books is online for free thanks to our professor~
all in all i have no idea how well i'll do this semester but I hope for the best ~ i'm the worst when it comes to studying so having online classes is so bad -_- but it can't be helped ~~~!!!!

I can do this! I will do this!
I'll turn into a vampire if I have to (study during nights, sleep during days lol) just coz the internet is better at night lol
aigh I'll study i will ~~~
Bad Girl Good Girl by Miss A Bad Girl Good Girl - Bad But Good
 
I'll go to study now ~

The past week + ~

This past week has been crazy I don't remember clearly anymore it all started with me having to go to work at 10am on thrusday 18th, which means I had to wake up at 8am, get ready, drive off, change into my uniform and walk to my workplace (mind u i went to sleep at 3am)... work for about 8hours (with a 45m lunch) get out at 6pm then go to practice for our performance 'til around 10pm then we decided to go eat at Applebee's 'til around 1am I got home at 1:30am then I had to take a shower and get ready to go to bed.... went to sleep at 2:30am
Again wake up at 8am get ready for work, etc.... work from 10am -6pm, drive to UCF for Dphil's convention ~ after that I went to eat dinner with my friend Shay at a mexican restaurant~ we talked for so long lol 'til around 12:45pm I went home get ready to go to bed... check on the internet ~ went to sleep at 2 am I had to be at work at 8:30 so I woke up at around 6:45am get ready etc.... got off work around 3:30pm I texted my ate if I could go visit her she said yes I drive all the way down 'til UCF (it's a 45m drive btw) and when I was really close by she texted and said she wasn't going to be home FML~~~~!!!!!! so I drive back home (it's a 40ish minute drive because of traffic) anyways I got home ptfo 'til around 9pm then woke up/eat/stayed on the internet 'til 2am xD
the next day was good coz I didn't have work 'til 3pm - i got off at 7:30pm I drove back home and got ready for my friend's bday dinner~ I showed up at 9:30pm to the Cheesecake Factory and ate some yummy chicken lol
on Monday we started back up with practicing for our performance except I didn't practice at all LOL then we went to eat at Steak & Shake I got the Chipotle burger, one of my friends got the Guacamole one we decided to divide them in half and exchange... I liked the Guacamole one better and he liked mine better, also one of the dancers got thrown in the pool lololol
next day I couldn't make it to practice becauseeeee I took my mom to Universal Studios & Island of Adventure and made her ride all the rides, etc hahahah fun fun
on Wednesday I met up with my friend Hanny and we did a food tour they had a UCF it didn't seem it was a lot of food but after going throught the 15 countries (food tables) i decided it was a lot lol then off to start dance practice at around 5:30pm, one of our friends brought us mcdonald burgers/cheeseburgers.
thrusday was dance practice again, one of our friends bought Pizza I ate about 3 slices (white pizza?, hawaian, white pizza thin crust and a little of the pepperoni one).
FRIDAY!!!!!! we meet up at 1pm, I didn't ate yet on that day but one of our friends gave me his chinese food leftovers (it was yummy) we practice 'til around 3pm~ we headed to our stage rehearsal that lastest 15minutes, then went backstage and practice some more then getting ready for our performance... the bathroom was more like a make up room lol
Our performance was the 1st one so nervous ~ so much preparation etc for a 3 minute dance *O* but even tho we made a lot of mistakes (it was nervousness lol) we got a pretty good response from the crowd that made me really happy ~
the show itself was great every organization had great introductory videos to show to everyone I was cracking up on my seat hahhah <3
After that I drove my friends to their home and got ready for the club~ then we all met up and 7 of us went early (coz earlier cheaper lols) also free alcohol for ladies (21+ of course) but it was empty lol 'til all the APAC people started showing up and then we had a lot of fun with lots of dancing and saw my lovely people too <3, we left early and decided to go eat at Steak & Shake again hahaha, steak and shake so freaking pack at night I was really hungry but by the time the gave me by food I just didn't feel hungry anymore XD we went to our friends place I took a shower and got ready to sleep except for I'm a light sleeper so I can't sleep if there's noise, lights, etc... and my friends decided to talk all night lol idk what time i went to sleep prob around 4am/5am but I had to wake up at 7:45am got ready for work and drove off I had to work from 10am-6pm but I was dying lol so I got offer and ER so I happily went home (got around 11am) and sleep 'til 5pm then I did some online homework and yesterday sunday I had work again and well now here I am.

I guess I survived this week !!!!! :)

anyways for tl;dr crowd basically:
  • thrusday 18th: wake up @ 8am, work from 10am-6pm, practice 'til around 10pm, Applebees 'til around 12pm, go to sleep at 2:30am.

  • friday:wake up @ 8am, work from 10am-6pm, Dphil's convention, dinner with Shay at mexican restaurant 'til around 12am, sleep @ 2am

  • saturday: wake up @ 6:45am, work @ 8:30am 'til 3:30pm drive to UCF for nothing, drive back home.

  • sunday: work from 3pm -7:30pm, home, Cheesecake Factory from friend's bday at 9:30pm 'til around 11:30pm

  • monday: practice @ 7pm, Steak & Shake: chipotle/guacamole burger.

  • tuesday: Universal Studios/Island of Adventure with mother from 9am 'til around 9pm.

  • wednesday: meet up with friend at 1pm, do food tour at UCF (ate 15different kinds of food), practice at 5:30pm. McDonalds' burgers/cheeseburgers.

  • thrusday: practice at 6pm, Domino's Pizza

  • FRIDAY: dance practice 1pm, ate chinese food leftovers, stage rehearsal around 4pm, performance around 7pm, club party around 11pm, food around 2am, sleep around 4am/5am.

  • saturday: wake up: 7:45am, work @ 10am but got ER so went home and sleep from 11am-5pm, online classes.

  • sunday: work 3pm-7:30pm

wow actually writing everything down makes me feel like a very busy person lol well I'm not use to it!!!! so I'm going back to my cave (aka my room) and just read some freaking manga lols maybe do some online classes hehehe~

the performance:
not gonna say who I am coz I don't want u to see my fail hahahah!!!!!

Finaaaaally ~~~!!!

This was a really good week~ but i'm so glad is over, now time to sleep lol
I was going to update all that happened so far but maybe tomorrow (if i don't do anything tomorrow lol)

dead

Woot finallyy I'll get some sleep damn I been running on 5 hours (avg) of sleep per night for the past 3 days.... so so tired sore bothered etc... will update tomorrow~

I guess I'll leave u with some eunhae :P
Donghae is too cute hehehe but that lady had me cracking up lololol Ohhh ohh ohhh~!!!! lmao

this hair....~

dyed my hair and I think it turned a little too light for my liking XDI think my hair looks orange now lmao mom says i'm like blonde :S yeah it turned out that light damn oh wells I'll have this looks for at least a month I constantly dye my hair so i'm use to it hahaha

I just bought some circle lenses ...my first time buying gray ones and I'm excited but also nervous I wonder if it would look good on me?? and well I have to wait 'til it ships here I hope I get it before the 26th

Not gonna lie I'm excited that school is starting ~~~~ but at the same time all my classes are online so I pretty much don't need to go to school !!! lol I'll try my best to attend the events when I don't have to work yep yep ~

talking about school fml is so freaking expensive!!!! i really don't wanna buy the book they are making me buy I usually buy old editions but this time she said that old edition won't work so -___- need to go check school to see how much is it....  and then parking decal is almost 100 for a year it used to be around 80ish aaaahhh makes wanna go park somewhere else and take the shuttle to school idk idk I have to think about this lol I'll probs will end up buying it lmao fml !!!
me pretty much:::
Alors on Dance by Stromae Alors on danse - Alors on danse - Single

Random thoughts~

I hate myself sometimes I hate that I am indecisive and that I can never come up in terms with my feelings, I feel that I'm too critical and analytical on what I'm suppose to do, I'm always been this way tbh but there was a period of time in which I let everything go and just enjoyed the moment and I had a lot of fun to be honest and I wish I could be the same way but I can't because I guess that's my real personality :/

I wish I could open up more to people but up until now I feel that people that come into your life are just walking through it and not with you for a moment they are walking in the same direction and then they leave and I am a person who really invests herself emotionally to friends and that's why I try not to be close to many because it really hurts me when they leave ~

I wish I had courage enough to go up and tell someone hey I like you !!! or at least having someone who would like me back.... but I can't blame anyone I feel that I scare away guys mmm not sure I would never understand love. If I ever get into a relationship I want it to last I don't want it for a few months and that's why I can't confess my feelings to anyone coz then again I am thinking .. I like you but would we last? do I see a future with you? would my mom and friends approve of you? and if it's no then we have no hope :(

I'm not sure if it's because I am from a different culture than that of an american that I DO CARE what other people (mainly those close to me) would think about me but Imma blame it on that~~~
The Fear by Lily Allen The Fear - It's Not Me, It's You

(lily allen is awesome btw)

Nerd...

I spend most of my afternoon, fixing, cleaning, etc... my mom's laptop I get so annoyed when things don't run fast !!!! transfered a bunch of my old files that I had there on this laptop :) finally I have my music collection complete!!! but really I would never work with a computer I get frustrated so easily -__- I even forgot to eat snacks in the middle of the day (I guess it works if i wanted to lose weight O.o )

fandom talk:/ my Super Junior babies won their first award good job ELFs ! I kinda cracked up when Leeteuk started saying thank u in every language he could remember lololol @ his grashias .. cute ^^
and of course my Eunhae (eunhyuk + donghae) didn't disappoint either <3
I wonder when my album is coming?? can't wait >.< i wanna take a picture with it !!!!


Anyways I gotta go to sleep now because I have to wake up at 6am damn you work!!!! why so early fuuuuu ~~~

I don't think.....

I don't think....I'll be going to the H&M new store opening,... I don't wanna deal with crazy people and mom is working tomorrow so i can't go with her ohhh well there goes my chance of winning up to $300 but really I doubt I'll be within the 100 customer in line because i'm pretty sure i'm not gonna wake up on time lol
Yesterday after I posted I said i was going to sleep I woke up at 11am today O.O wow I was really surprised  hahahha

mom wants to make a trip to Australia but I think it would be really expensive ... :/ I should convince her to travel within the US first lol XD I actually wanna go to New York~~~

fandom talk corner///
I'm currently watching Super Junior Mini-Drama... pretty interesting, I really like it ^_^ of course it's because of my Suju babies hehhehe
Did anybody listen/watch Sukira from yesterday/today (08/10)... hilarious!!!!!! Eunhyuk and Leeteuk have been really hyper lately hmmmm + Heechul = really funny hahaha :D

So tired

Ahhh  I can't with this 10hour shifts at work, they are too damn long and is way too tiring, especially during busy season (where everyone is on vacation), which means I gotta run here, run there, go here, go there, today we were majorly cleaning too sooo much dust -__- ahhh i'm glad the day is over and I got free day tomorrow.

I just wanna to sleep while someone massages my back yep yep

Internet finding #1

I was planning on sharing cute items that I find on the internet, that I want to buy or that are on my wish list!!!!!
Found these leggings searching around the internet they are pretty cute I really want them they are kinda expensive or maybe not so much but i'm seriously a broke student who has to pay bills -__-
anyways



from NYC Boutique (@karmaloop)
$28
you can buy these cute leggings at Amazon:

I recommend it to paired them up with a simple oversized black shirt and black rounded toe flats ^^
for a special touch add a cute pink/fushia bow on ur hair :3

I found eunhae !!!!!

While surfing youtube in search for fun videos about Super Junior... I found this video I never seen before !
It's Donhae and Eunhyuk from super junior playing around with the camera, this was so cute adorable I watched it many times hehehe ~ this video is a little old but is funny how at that time Eunhyuk had platinum blond hair and currently he has platinum blond hair lol

highlights:
  • eunhyuk + donghae = eunhae (couple name)

  • donghae disturbing eunhyuk, while eunhyuk tries to trick him so he gets out of the room

  • smelly feet XD ( i wonder if this is what started the whole eunhyuk smells things when we fans now how of a clean freak he is lol)

  • hitting each other with a shoe

  • is it me or the cameraman was laughing, i totally would if i was him tho lol

ahhhh I'm so jealous and not just because omg i love eunhyuk etc, I'm jealous of their friendship!!! I wish I was close to someone as close as they are with each other.... the only person i can get away with doing this kinda of stuff is my mom lol oh weelll hurray for mom-daughter relationship :D

Two Door Cinema Club ~

This is a great band from the UK, they play a sort of mix between electronica and indie music which sounds pretty awesome ~~~

get this song on Something Good Can Work - Tourist History
I love this video it reminds me of a chillin' summer in the afternoon and I so wanna get into that pool!!!!

ps. it's been so hot in Florida that I reject any invitation that has to do with going to the beach/pool/walking under the sun/etc.... I only go out at night (vampire????) and when i have to work.... seriously we need some air over here!!!  I only thank to the person who invented the AC !!

ps2:// I might do an album review ~

It ain't easy~

To keep calm when it comes to fangirling but I think everyone should remember a few rules when it comes to fangirling without troubling yourself too much.....
I think when you fangirl someone, you become too invested in it but I think one has to remember that:

1. They are human, yes they'll make mistakes, they will say something you don't like, the will look horrible/haggard one day, they are not perfect !!! you don't have to like everything they do or say, and you don't have to justify their actions. (Reality is that you don't really know them in REAL LIFE).
2. Avoid fanwars at all cost, tbh is not worth it doesn't change anything or if it does it would be for the worst. X person hates your favs guts, let them hate all they want your love for them should be bigger than that, and most possible they are just attention seekers that want to prove you for random reasons why they think they are right. Most effective way to shut them up is IGNORING them (has anybody ignored you before?? don't u think it feels horrible yeah that's right).
3. Like what  you like, call urself what you want, there's no need for you to follow the rest, do you like this random song that everybody seems to hate? whatever jam to it in the car, do you  love this video that has ridiculous dancing? who cares do a dance cover and post it on youtube. It's your fav considered the ugliest in his group, well more for you!!!!
4. Be happy, even though they are not perfect, try to enjoy their good side, they are idols and entertainers their job is to make you happy, there's no need to be sad, we live everyday with sad reality... it's okay to enjoy a little of happiness.

FANGIRL AWAY ~~~~ :)

kfashion edits

Hello guys like I said in my previous post I'm doing korean clothing style edits ~

summer shoes

personally I don't like wearing too revealing swimwear outfits it makes me feel like I'm on my underwear lol so here I bring some examples that you not necessarily need to wear a bikini to look cute or sexy ~







I love this t-shirt so i gotta included hahah so cute :
some sexy yet cute style ~

that's it for now guys ~ too much posting in one day XD


credits to: yesstyle.com, cherrykoko.com, sugarfun.co.kr ,10world.co.kr
edits: kriskt (aka me)

My loves ~

They are back with their new song Mr. Simple ... I really like the song it just makes me wanna dance, and the choreography is cute simple but catchy. I'm glad that my favorite (Eunhyuk) looks so awesome and rocking his blonde hair ~~~


I'm so happy their back!!!!!
comeback stage ~~~!!!!!

my album is in the album is in the mail i wonder when it'll come ahhh can't wait !!! i'll take a pic with it heheheh

always ~~

I think I found my favorite pad so far: Always Infinity it super absorbent and really thin I was reluctant to use it at first because I was like I don't think this is gonna last too much, for my surprise I totally forgot I had it on and no leaks whatsoever , about 2 dollars extra of what I usually was using before but really worth it.

Thanks to always for the free samples :D
 
Super Junior - The 3rd Asia Tour: Super Show 3 (2DVD + Photobook + Folded Poster) (Korea Version)

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