Change~

some people will never change no matter what u show to them......
is up to them to make their own decisions at the end... there's nothing else i can do about it ~~~~

going to HHN tonight~

Picking~

I need to choose what to be on Halloween asap gosh so many  choices -__-

translation #1 ~

I love doing song translations especially because it's sort of like a challenge trying to convene feelings, saying, and sometimes is just not right to do a literal translation because that's not what the lyrics mean!
Anyways my native language is spanish so I'll be doing some spanish to english translation from some meaningful songs :]

Alejandro Sanz - Corazon Partio



band-aids for this broken heart
shivering of cold
band-aids for this broken heart
for this heart

So you see, that there's no two without three,
and that life goes and comes and that doesn't stop...
And, what do i know? i,
but lie to me at least, tell me that there's something left
between us, that in your room
The sun never comes out, nor time exits,
nor pain.

Take me to lose if you want,
To no destiny, without a why

I know it, 
that a heart that doesn't see
Is a heart that doesn't feel,
a heart that lies, love.
But, you know that in the most deep of my soul
There's still that pain for believing in you.
What about the excitement  and the beautiful that is to live?

Why did you heal me when i was wounded.
If now you leave me again, with the heart broken.

Who is gonna give me their emotions?
Who is gonna ask me to never leave them?
Who's gonna cover me this night if is cold?
Who would fill of springs this january.
and bring down the moon so we can play?
Tell me, if you leave, tell me, my dear,
who's going to heal this wounded heart?

band-aids for this broken heart
band-aids for this broken heart

Give me only what is your left over
It was never to share, but to give charity, love.
If you don't know it, i will tell you.
After the storm, the calm always comes.
But, i know that after you,
after you there's nothing.

Why did you heal me when i was wounded.
If now you leave me again with the heart broken

Who is gonna give me their emotions?
Who is gonna ask me to never leave them?
Who is gonna cover me this night if is cold?
Who would fill of springs this january.
and bring down the moon so we can play?
Tell me, if you leave, tell me, my dear,
who is going to heal this wounded heart?

///

ahh I really love this song is so cute and gives u that nostalgic feeling especially when you listen to the music ^^

plan~

Now that we all already have tickets we are deciding in which hotel to stay at, my friends are researching/stalking to see which hotel are the idols staying, it'll be able to able to see them up close just like my friend did a year ago !!! ahhh

We also planning on what to do on our free day at NY city, whatever we decide all I know is gonna be awesome!!!

SMTOWN NY> Super Junior> Eunhyuk!!! get ready for us :P

Memories by David Guetta ft. Kid Cudi  Memories - Memories (feat. Kid Cudi) 

Oh yeah~~~~

tonymoly cutie bb cream ~

will be doing a review of this bb cream ^^

as many of you may know bb creams are sort of multi-purpose foundations which appeal to many it is technically more convenient because that way you don't need to layer everything on your face. Personally what I like about bb creams is their high SPF content as someone who uses acne treatment I have to maintain my acne protected from the sun (or it will get worst), but I also can't do without makeup !!

I haven't tried many bb creams tbh I will try to purchase more tho because I do love the oil control~ one of my major concerns is as many the shade and color. They are way too light and they leave a cast exactly how when you put sunscreen in your face which is kinda weird.

For your info I'm around NC27-NC30 (mac) shade so I'm more on the tanned side (i live in Florida people i can't avoid the sun), and bb creams are kinda hard to match that. I've heard however that some creams oxidize to match you skin tone so hopefully i'll be able to try that!

onto the review:
Tonymoly Cutie Beauty BB Cream Tomboy Chris (which is for oily skin).SPF 36 PA++
according to the package:
This multi-functional BB cream with non-comedogenic ingredients is safe for sensitive skin as well as delivering anti-wrinkle, whitening and sun protection effects. And this bb cream makes the skin naturally radiant.
Is very sheer and bendable, so if you are looking for good coverage this is not the one tbh, it's constency is more like a tinted moisturizer, it definitely leaves my skin soft to the touch. Oil control is not bad at all, I do need to blot but remember I'm very oily, but it doesn't rub off so you can blot and just put some powder on top again and all is good. Is not good for dry skin it would live u patchy sometimes my acne treatment leave my sky dry in some parts and this is not good for that at all.
The package is very cute you would never know is a foundation xD it has kitties on the front, contains 30gr i na squeeze tube.
Fragance I can't explain the smell but it's noticeable when you put it on, it goes away in like 30minutes. medicine-ish or something idk
Remember there's 3 version of this BB cream I'm only talking about the one for oily skin (blue tube, tomboy chris).
I haven't had any bad reactions to this bb cream, and when I wash my face there's not much let's say make up to wash off because the amount you need to use is very small just a pea size. To correct my acne marks I use a concealer.
Color is light i would say nc20-25 it oxidize a little bit to match more ur skin color and it has pink undertones while i don't mind it to be lighter than my skin, the pink undertones bother me i'm a neutral undertone... finish is more on the dewy side imho I would sort of  look shiny/glow-y ~ ....I would like this bb cream if it was a darker color !!! and that's basically the reason why I'll keep on looking for a better bb cream.

btw. Tonymoly package comes in english too so if you are afraid of what are the ingredients no problem I have them right here:

[ingredients] Water, Titanium Dioxide, cyclopentasiloxane, elthylhexyl methoxycinnamate, cyclomethicone, cetyl PEG/PPG-10/1dimethicone, mica, butylene glycol, arbutin, cyclohexasiloxane, PEG-10 dimethicone, hexyl laurate, sodium chloride, polymethyl methacrylate, ozokerite, aloe barbadensis leaf juice, panthenol, simmondsia chinensis (jojoba) seed oil, sorbitan sesquioleate, distear dimonium hectorite, aluminum hydroxide, triethyl citrate, methicone, triethoxycaprylylsilane, allantoin, tocopheryl acetate, stearic acid, domethicone, sodium hyaluronate, hydrolyzed collagen, CI 77492, CI 77491, CI 77499, ultramarin, talc, propylparaben, methylparaben, phenoxyethanol, adenosine, disodium EDTA, Frangance.
summary:
the good:
oil control, leaves skin soft, blendable, a little goes long way, high spf, cute package.
the bad:
sheer coverage, strong smell, patchy for dry spots, color too light for my skin tone, dewy look.

So there u go guys hopefully, I helped out someone out there to make the right decision :)

acne skincare ~

Before I do any makeup review, I'll talk about what time of skin I have:

I have acne-prone and oily skin :(
I started getting acne at the end of my16s beginning of my 17s which sucks because I had pretty much clear complexion for most of my teenage years in which i never really paid attention of things like skin-care and what not so when started to get acne I had to juggle that with me getting into college and of course college took most of my time which lead to me not caring about my face that much which resulted into a lot of scarring -_-

So yeah I have a lot of scarring due to acne, my acne has toned down quite a lot tho!!!! yet I still have oily skin and really enlarged pores (result of acne), a lot of redness on my cheek area, some dry spots idk and dark marks too.

What do I use as skincare, I've been to the dermatologist I've tried different methods and what not which at that time gave so and so results... I've decided to stop going to the dermatologist coz I feel he wasn't really helping that much, after a long time I found one of my prescribed gels (Ziana) for acne and since it hasn't expired yet I've continued to use it combined with BP and yep I feel like my skin has gotten so much better, I do get some pimples but really different from what I had before!
It doesn't really help my blackheads tho...... so yeah I still have that.

For acne wash: I currently use clean&clear Continuous control acne cleanser with 10% BP but is too strong for my skin so I don't really 'massage' my face with it. Too drying. Plus I like cleanser which I can lather up and well this really feels more like a cream cleanser.

Toner: I use the Neutrogena Rapid Clear 2 in 1 toner, I would say even tho I really like this stuff it really is not a toner and it's more like an astringent it contains too much alcohol to be a toner if you have active pimples it would definitely sting but I don't really have them anymore and I've gone used to the alcohol level, it contains salicylic acid (SA doesn't do anything to my face tho) but not many know that it contains an small amount of Glycol Acid which helps with fading scars so if you are more worried about acne marks (not scars) then this is a pretty good toner. If u have active acne I recommend u to use an alcohol-free toner.

Moisturizer: I'm pretty sure that a lot of oily skin people are gonna tell me that they don't need any more 'moisture' to their face but let me tell u about it, a good moisturizer will help ur acne to heal better and faster especially if you are using things like BP or salicylic acid, but you have to get the right moisturizer if you have oily skin choose a moisturizer that mattifies or controls shine and of course is better if it has SPF that way you can put it under ur makeup.
I really love Mary Kate's Velocity moisturizer results and even tho it doesn't contained anything like BP or SA  it really helps acne. My only problem with this moisturizer is that is very sticky and I don't really like that feeling it makes me too shiny imo.
I also use Clean & Clear finishes mattifying moisturizer with SPF15, I have to be honest I don't feel like this moisturizes my face at all but it definitely helps control shine so I put this under my make up.

Weekly mask:
I've learn to love Zamian Gold Cacao Pack / Mask, I really don't know if it's my skin healing by itself or because of this mask but I feel like my scars have faded a little because of it???. In either case I really love using this mask coz it smells really like dark chocolate *yummy!!!! it also contains gold but not a lot sometimes I can see the gold dust that's left on my fingers after I the mask on.
As with many other mask I can't let this sit around in my face for long periods of time or my skin will get really irritated so I usually live it up to 10 minutes, depending on the condition of your skin this mask does sting! so beware of that.

That's pretty much my skincare routine I have tried many many products and still do ~!!!

reviews anyone?

I think i'll try to do reviews on skincare/makeup products~
BB creams: I've tried/sampled are Tonymoly Tomboy Chris bb cream (for oily skin), Missha Perfect Cover in shades #23, #31 and Missha Signature something lol shade #21.
Foundation: most of them drugstore brands Neutrogena, Covergirl, Revlon, Maybelline.
Concealers: Revlon Colorstay and CoverBlend.
Powders: Cargo HD, Physicians Formula and Covergirl?
Masks/Packs: Zamian Gold Cacao, Mark, Aztec Clay, Daiso.
Moisturizer: Velocity, Clean & clear, mark.
and muchhh more~~
not really a fan of full makeup I usually only wear eyeliner OR mascara and lipgloss.

and a bunch of acne products!!!!! my skin is horrible but I should let u know what controls or what's better for people with acne.

tummy ~

Everytime I try new food at a restaurant I get so sick my stomach can't handle it, i'm only good with like french fries and a burger or pizza other stuff i gotta be careful ughhhh why i can't enjoy delicious meals I hate getting stomached right after i eat hmmmf

expensive trip~

So we got our tickets today :) they are somewhat good seats as if in we are able to see clearly but they are not as 'close' yet the price for each of us comes up to $150+ and it's 7-8 of us soooooo O_O yeah it came up like $1000+ for a concert.

Anyways i'm excited this is the most I've  payed for a concert tho lols all I care is that I'm able to seat and enjoy the concert next to my friends, I'm glad I've saved money so $150 it's not that big of a deal for me ahhh kyaaaa i'm excited hohoh0
We might or might not have an extra ticket it  all depends on my friend's answer but if we do we will be selling that ticket ~ ahhh

I'm finally done with this week's homework but the next homework is coming up ahhh only 5 day 'til my math project is due yuck yuck~ I still have no idea how to do it I guess sunday will be my study day for my project and for my exam on monday ~

Ready, ready.... I'm ready for NY ... thinking about if i should travel around NY i wonder how expensive will it be? and we also need to get the plane tickets! ahh this is really expensive but you only live once haha!!!

ps. I need a  better job 5 hours a week my ass -___-
ps2: I wish I was rich or had a credit card !!!!

SMTOWN ~

After hearing about SMTOWN concert at NY, I decided (since obviously nobody is going to come to Florida) to go to this concert yeah I know still far !!!! but closer than let's say LA? lols
so I asked around my friends and they weren't sure they could make it with classes and all so I was just like ok whatever I'll go by myself if I have to !!!
Fortunately one of my friends told me that she could go with me so I was really happy and now I'm even happier  because more friends have decided to go to the concert :]
I'm so excited for this concert and as I never been to NY me and my friend have decided to travel around NY as well.... I wonder what my other friends are planning to do? after all renting one room for all of us would make our trip cheaper... but then if we wanna go to certain place and others not etc... idk I have to talk to my friends first and plan all this out~

can't wait for october 23th I'm so excited.... Imma cry when I see my love SuJu especially Eunhyuk aaaaahhh kyaaaa omg *O*

ps. not gonna lie but I don't think my friends know the extend of my fangirlism... I'm quite scared to show that part of myself? but who knows maybe I'll be completely calm because I won't be able to believe it?? hahaha anyways looking foward to this and hopefully everything runs smoothly :)

song of the post ;)
Xi Tie Jie by Kay Tse Xi Tie Jie - Binary

too much !

I have a lot to study for a lot of test, quizzes, videos to watch, notes to take, homework, projects!!!!!
ughhh I'm trying to survive here, even tho i been studying every afternoon... all of these is quite a lot, no it's not hard tbh i'm understanding all the concepts etc. but it's just a lot to study for ZzZzzzz

I've been really busy studying that I missed out a lot of events at school but I really need to update and get all this work done, I guess grades>social life until I'm doing good, finished all the things I need to do.... I'm thankful I don't have to work that much lately I guess it's just a sign that I need to focus on school right now :]

anyways I got my circle lenses finally !!!! but I don't know if it's because of my dark iris but they don't look gray, they kinda look dark green?! hahah i don't know but they are really natural on my eye, keep in mind that i only got the 14mm so they do nothing in terms of enlarging my iris whatsoever. My mom loves them and she wants some too now XD

ps. why is starbucks so freaking cold ughh it lets me no choice but to buy a cup of coffee (cappuccino my fav).

Skip~

I've been skipping so many parties lately, I don't know if it's my way of been not sociable lately or I'm just really tired -__-

I'll guess, I'll be going to other ones soon..... I guess hahahah

or maybe ........
I don't wanna dance by Hey Monday  I Don't Wanna Dance - Single - Hey Monday

Blame it on the alcohol~

Have u even regret doing something? something you consider bad? something that if you see someone doing it you are like :O ooh gosh??
I've had and it involves alcohol, even tho I remember most of what I've done, alcohol has blurred my sense of WTF are u doing girl? and I've gone with the flow but after certain happenings I realized fuck this shit I don't need to get into this situations because even if they are fun at that moment then you regret it at the end.

I'm glad nothing bad or major has happened to me, I'm thankful that I've had friends that have taken care of me at that moment.

but what I've done?? I've kissed some people I shouldn't have (just to be specific they've been locks/pecks only), it wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't because I have to see these people on a regular basis, and it's just pretty awkward. Most of the time I pretend I don't know them, that nothing happened hopefully they think "oh she was drunk, can't remember", but the thruth is I remember and I'm the one that hopes that they were drunk and don't remember me! lol but I fucking know they do FML
There's only one I don't regret and even tho he currently has a girlfriend and I met him just brieftly, I know he is a good guy and a good friend regardless and I know that if we see each other face to face we can treat each other like friends.

In any case this is one of the major reasons (besides acting a little crazy around the dance floor) I've decided that I'll drink very limited amounts of alcohol, I love cocktails tho *O*.... just about 2 or 3 drinks are enough. and so far I've accomplished that since the beginning of the year no crazy drunk anymore, I've rather see someone else drunk and laugh at them (in the good way coz they are friends lol).

mmmmm Let's just blame it on the alcohol
Blame It by Jamie Foxx (ft T-Pain) Blame It (feat. T-Pain) - Intuition 

Need ~

I really need a new job I have to much free time in my hands, I decided to not participate in the dance crew this year~ I did it last year and it was quite eventful i ended up spraining my knee which wasn't good but we got 3rd place in the competition we prepared for but I really can't handle the stress! it is fun to participate and all but yeah I feel that I can be as happy just by watching them.
In any case the job I had is not good, it's good only during busy season, right now I barely get any days and they keep hiring more new people like..... hello nobody has quit yet to be replaced so FU!!

so well hopefully I can find an easy job were I can get at least 20 hours per week -____-
anyways I found out that Avex is going to debut this new singer called Takahashi Chiaki, she's known to be a voice actor for anime (from what I've read) in any case she is going to release her song soon "Chupa Rico" (which in spanish literally means "Lick Good", tho from what I've gathered can mean much more if you know what i mean!) lols

I'm just kinda shocked xD look at the way she's shaking her ass O.O it's like hypnotizing hahahah, I do think she's pretty tho especially when she's wearing that  jumper ~

I will !!!

I hate when people say something but then they assume (as if you were them O.o) that never mind.
ex/ I will bring you something to eat
     they assume you ate so they don't bring shit
     you: well they obviously didn't ask if you ate or not so you are FOREVER HUNGRY
     nothing left but to get something to eat after 48r40984984 hours of waiting

Like wtf I mean can't they say at least there's no food left get something to eat and don't die of starvation while you are waiting for me.

is it hard to do so??? even if you bring food and you already ate well you can eat that later you know what I mean?

I hate this type of people a lot but it makes me realize one important thing: you can't really rely on others at the end of the day is all you and yourself.

ps. here i am eating a subway @ 6pm -___-
Waiting for you by Anson Hsu

I really love this song!!! didn't know it was for a drama (Love Contract) , I know both actors (as in i've seen some of their work) but I didn't know they worked together :O

It's Dangerous~~

I live quite far from my uni, I don't have classes there every week but sometimes I go over there due to test, visit friends or some random meetings... yet is still far, on a regular time of the day it usually takes me about 45m to drive there if there's no traffic (usually late at night) it takes me about 30m.... work is even farther away from uni I take about 1hour to get there (45m if there's no traffic)...
my friends always ask me why do I take the longer way I can easily get to school in 30m (or less) through the highway
but I'm scared of the highway, I'm scared of driving so fast that with one mistake I won't be able to control the car, that a random person crashes into me, that I miss the exit and the next exit is in 10 more minutes... and those are some of my reason why I can't drive on the highway, I've done it before but I don't like it I rather drive to the regular 45m/h thank you very much~

Yesterday my mom called me, I was waiting for her to eat dinner, when I answered the phone all I could hear was voices at first I thought she must be at work and pressed my # by mistake but then I came to the realization, she must had got into an accident that's when I hear her voice in pain telling me that someone crashed into her, from what I could hear there was police/fireman there so I told her to just calm down and let them take her to the hospital, it seems that she calmed down a little when they were taking her (to the hospital) so they fireman told me which hospital they were taking her so I drive there and it was raining too so I had to drive slower and more carefully (due to bad experience), when I go there she was shaky/scared, she had a small cut on her forehead and blood had came down to her face, after all her test she seemed that everything was fine but the pain she had on her chest was probably due to the airbag hitting her, the police came later to take her declaration.. we found out 5 cars were involved in the accident :O ,  because they were worry about her pain the doctor decided to make her stay just in case and due some more checking with the cardiologist, she'll most probably will be returning home tomorrow~

So like I say why I don't use the highway? well that's why.
Christina Aguilera's I turn to you (Spanish version) dedicated to my mommy Por Siempre Tú - Mi Reflejo
 
Super Junior - The 3rd Asia Tour: Super Show 3 (2DVD + Photobook + Folded Poster) (Korea Version)

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