paid off ~~

I finally received the results of my tests I must said that for studying 3 weeks worth of material in just one day, I'm very proud of my grades I got high 80s !!!! I mean they are obviously not As but I really shouldn't be asking for more since I'm really don't study properly and procrastinate to the max sigh sighhhhh.....

In any case I'm thankful for my good memory ;___; 

in other news I'm feeling slightly sick as I'm catching /about to catch a bad cold, this is the worst !!!!! SMTown concert is on like 5 days -___- fml 

hug~~~~

Is it wrong loving to hug people???
 I love love love hugging people and getting a hug in return, to me it has nothing to do with been attracted to someone is just an act i like to do, I like the feeling it gives me.
I like to hug people I care about and that i'm close to but sometimes is hard to just go and hug forever your 'guy' friend because I hate when people start making rumors about it.
ehhh just because I hug a guy doesn't mean i'm interested in them, people are just so judgmental sometimes -__-

anyways as always I shall keeping studying because I have a test mmm when I do not??????  *O* and I already wasted time by going to celebrate my ate's birthday!!!! which was really fun <3 I really love my friends and the people i'm close to :)

btw been absent frrom school makes me realize how many new people have pop up I don't know like half of them lmaooooo

too much !

I have a lot to study for a lot of test, quizzes, videos to watch, notes to take, homework, projects!!!!!
ughhh I'm trying to survive here, even tho i been studying every afternoon... all of these is quite a lot, no it's not hard tbh i'm understanding all the concepts etc. but it's just a lot to study for ZzZzzzz

I've been really busy studying that I missed out a lot of events at school but I really need to update and get all this work done, I guess grades>social life until I'm doing good, finished all the things I need to do.... I'm thankful I don't have to work that much lately I guess it's just a sign that I need to focus on school right now :]

anyways I got my circle lenses finally !!!! but I don't know if it's because of my dark iris but they don't look gray, they kinda look dark green?! hahah i don't know but they are really natural on my eye, keep in mind that i only got the 14mm so they do nothing in terms of enlarging my iris whatsoever. My mom loves them and she wants some too now XD

ps. why is starbucks so freaking cold ughh it lets me no choice but to buy a cup of coffee (cappuccino my fav).

bad girl ~

I'm the worst !!!!
I have 4 online classes which I haven't read about yet it's been a week already managed to do one of the quiz orientation thingies... I'm still waiting for my book order to be ready to pick up~ sigh sigh so freacking expensive I'm glad one of the books is online for free thanks to our professor~
all in all i have no idea how well i'll do this semester but I hope for the best ~ i'm the worst when it comes to studying so having online classes is so bad -_- but it can't be helped ~~~!!!!

I can do this! I will do this!
I'll turn into a vampire if I have to (study during nights, sleep during days lol) just coz the internet is better at night lol
aigh I'll study i will ~~~

Bad Girl Good Girl by Miss A

 

I'll go to study now ~

this hair....~

dyed my hair and I think it turned a little too light for my liking XDI think my hair looks orange now lmao mom says i'm like blonde :S yeah it turned out that light damn oh wells I'll have this looks for at least a month I constantly dye my hair so i'm use to it hahaha

I just bought some circle lenses ...my first time buying gray ones and I'm excited but also nervous I wonder if it would look good on me?? and well I have to wait 'til it ships here I hope I get it before the 26th

Not gonna lie I'm excited that school is starting ~~~~ but at the same time all my classes are online so I pretty much don't need to go to school !!! lol I'll try my best to attend the events when I don't have to work yep yep ~

talking about school fml is so freaking expensive!!!! i really don't wanna buy the book they are making me buy I usually buy old editions but this time she said that old edition won't work so -___- need to go check school to see how much is it....  and then parking decal is almost 100 for a year it used to be around 80ish aaaahhh makes wanna go park somewhere else and take the shuttle to school idk idk I have to think about this lol I'll probs will end up buying it lmao fml !!!
me pretty much:::

Alors on Dance by Stromae