Weird dreams ~

When you had no social life anymore and all you do is go to work lol

So I was dreaming I was in a town?? and we were having a lot of tornados around and we were like trying to scape from them.
There was this house that had a basement and we were trying to get in there but then the tornado passed which exposed the basement and let everyone in, so as I see the tornados coming, I ran towards a different direction losing my friends between the crow... as I'm running a tornado is chasing me and someone randomly pulls me to the side.....

'til my mom wakes me up coz she thinks I had work lol (but I didn't)

finals are coming and I haven't studied at all gosh I think I need to read at least one chapter of my book.
I'm starting with Management, I hate watching the classes because I don't fill that the teacher gives an explanation of the chapter as I would like to so I feel like is a waste of time listening to him except he ask about his examples on the test and is so annoying -___- ; the only place I like to study at is at freaking Starbucks but I always feel like I need to buy something if I just sit there.... ahhh sighhh

so Imma have a little hiatus 'til finals are over and that's on Dec 8th maybe i'll pop up once in a while who knows ;)

DTJ XIX ~

This year's theme was Vices and Virtues ~!
to share about DTJ is a competition held at the University of Florida different 'crews' representing their university come and compete ~

UF's Filipino Student Association host this event so obviously  most participants are part of the filipino student associations from their respective universities are the ones who perform~ !!!

Last year I was part of FSA's dance crew called Fresh of the beat (FOB) and I got to participate in this competition, we got 3rd place at that time....
This year I wasn't able to participate but I decided to go and support the friends that are part of FOB, they got 2nd place this time so proud of them <3 it's definitely how (and thanks to) how I meet my dear friends :)

It all started with me deciding not to go in order to save money lol, so i went to their showcase to see how the dance would look like ~ my friends were like you should go omg, but i was like I work on friday and sunday, so I do have saturday free but nobody is going back !!!! my friends was like oh there's some people leaving on saturday and someone returning after the show, so she was like text him~
the problem at this time was that I didn't have a ticket.. I texted my friend to get a ticket for me since he was already in gainesville but he told me that they didn't sell them anymore and to look in ticketmaster, that night for some reason ticketmaster didn't wanted to work but after struggling I finally got a ticket.
I woke up at 10am on saturday and texted the friend who was leaving that day, he told me that we were leaving at 2pm (mind you i live like 45m from him), I was already late and I had to put gas on my car cuz i had nothing lol so by 1:35 my other friend asks where I was.. luckily I was really close already and when I got to the place they were almost ready to go, so we left got some McDonald's on the way, and one of my friends realizes he forgot his ticket, so we had to go to his place, after that we got to Gainesville, after check-in the hotel, we went to eat more lol, I got a sashimi don (same as one of my friends), the other two got ice-cream and boba-tea, pretty much we all shared the food hahaha
after that we got to the Phillips Center got seat really close to the stage :D I got to see old friends who were visiting that I hadn't seen in a while, that was awesome !!!!
the show was so great the performance where too good, the winners UWF Panduhmonium were amazing it was their first year competing and they are a bunch of talented people so soooo goooddddd !!!!! they definitely deserved to place~ congrats !!!!!!!
But definitely the teams where really good and it was an enjoyable show, so glad I went !!!!
After the show I ran and search for the guy who was going back, but I really had to pee so I lost him, I didn't have a cellphone with me because I forgot it in my car, so thankfully my friend called him for me, after we found him we lost him again lol... but I found him again so yay
I really enjoyed the ride back home, we mostly talked about how scared we are once we graduate and how hard is to find a job, etc.... to talk about ghosts lol fortunetly I got home a little after midnight which is not too bad if it wasn't because I had to wake up at 6:30am x____X

here's my friend's & my old crew dancing their routine this year :::::: yay FOB !!!!

anyways today I had a test -____- so I had to got to Starbucks and get my cappuccino XD and also got a doughnut soooo gooodddd yo!!!

but meh I did some dumb mistakes on my test sooooo mad grrrrrr but oh wells I don't think I failed ... at least ~
good news is.... this week is a free week for me happy happy :D

I think I'm crazy~

I really do things without thinking... I have a test on monday, I worked today for the whole day and came back home to study, tomorrow i'll study a little bit and then go watch DTJ which is like 2-3 hours away from where I live... after the show i'm coming back to Orlando so I'm guessing i'll be back home around 2am, then I have to wake up at 6:30 am because I have to be at work around 8am.... and work the whole day 'til 6:30pm then go to sleep? and then wake up on monday finish studying and taking my test fuuuuuuuu

Yep I think I'm crazy *O*

paid off ~~

I finally received the results of my tests I must said that for studying 3 weeks worth of material in just one day, I'm very proud of my grades I got high 80s !!!! I mean they are obviously not As but I really shouldn't be asking for more since I'm really don't study properly and procrastinate to the max sigh sighhhhh.....

In any case I'm thankful for my good memory ;___; 

in other news I'm feeling slightly sick as I'm catching /about to catch a bad cold, this is the worst !!!!! SMTown concert is on like 5 days -___- fml 

slow ~~~

my internet is so slow it interrupts my studying ahhh so i downloaded the mp3 which it makes it harder to concentrate but i have to do what i have to do in order to at least listening some example my teacher says -__-

no sleeping for me tonight i have work tomorrow the whole day (10hours) and I won't have time to study ughh I don't know why I decided to take a shift but at least i'm getting a little of money.
So gonna fail
*pout*

Studying~

I hate it,
I hate it with a passion
I hate that I can't concentrate and have to randomly go on the internet
I'm obviously failing this test
tho I  hope for a miracle
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF......

;__;

On the other hand my social life is almost non-existent, I live too far to drive where my friends live/college area..... thinking about moving out but I don't wanna expend my savings ;___; ughhhh decisions decisions....

Skip~

I've been skipping so many parties lately, I don't know if it's my way of been not sociable lately or I'm just really tired -__-

I'll guess, I'll be going to other ones soon..... I guess hahahah

or maybe ........

I don't wanna dance by Hey Monday 

Blame it on the alcohol~

Have u even regret doing something? something you consider bad? something that if you see someone doing it you are like :O ooh gosh??
I've had and it involves alcohol, even tho I remember most of what I've done, alcohol has blurred my sense of WTF are u doing girl? and I've gone with the flow but after certain happenings I realized fuck this shit I don't need to get into this situations because even if they are fun at that moment then you regret it at the end.

I'm glad nothing bad or major has happened to me, I'm thankful that I've had friends that have taken care of me at that moment.

but what I've done?? I've kissed some people I shouldn't have (just to be specific they've been locks/pecks only), it wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't because I have to see these people on a regular basis, and it's just pretty awkward. Most of the time I pretend I don't know them, that nothing happened hopefully they think "oh she was drunk, can't remember", but the thruth is I remember and I'm the one that hopes that they were drunk and don't remember me! lol but I fucking know they do FML
There's only one I don't regret and even tho he currently has a girlfriend and I met him just brieftly, I know he is a good guy and a good friend regardless and I know that if we see each other face to face we can treat each other like friends.

In any case this is one of the major reasons (besides acting a little crazy around the dance floor) I've decided that I'll drink very limited amounts of alcohol, I love cocktails tho *O*.... just about 2 or 3 drinks are enough. and so far I've accomplished that since the beginning of the year no crazy drunk anymore, I've rather see someone else drunk and laugh at them (in the good way coz they are friends lol).

mmmmm Let's just blame it on the alcohol

Blame It by Jamie Foxx (ft T-Pain)